Hanging On Very Tightly In Case I Slip

Even when I'm about to fall....
I have to try & stand strong through it all.

Eventually everything will fit
into the right place.

But for now, i just gotta wait.
Even though i hate these feelings.

Feelings of what i can't explain.
Feelings of what i don't understand.
Feelings of what i don't even know.

I wish i knew how,
And i wish i could tell you right now,
How i really feel.
But I simply don't know.

I know i will move on.
But for now, i'm still trying to hold on.
I'm still trying to stay strong.

Throughout the year this pain will go on,
& feelings of what i can't express will continue
as each days passes along.
~Jessica Bishop~

Closer & Closer Each Day....

There will be a day,
that my world will turn around.

I will meet you again,
where you rest in heaven.

I will be with you,
with angel wings like no other.
a beautiful pair, of red and purple.

And there will be no more tears,
there will be no more fears.

My frown will fade away,
and my smile will continuously shine.

We will be able to remanice on the good old days.
We will bring back those memories with a whole new meaning.

We will keep them forever,in a whole new life.

When I walk into heaven I hope you will be there....
I hope you will be there to guide me along,
Let me follow your footsteps to a whole new world
full of happiness, laughter, and tears of joy.
~Jessica Bishop~